Drop

 

I held on and I made sure not to drop it.  I never was aware how precious it was. Somedays I just stuck it in my bag, while other days I held on for dear life.

I didn’t think that I’d ever lose it.  It never occurred to me that you wanted it back. After all you were the one who gave it to me.

Sometimes I think it just fell through the cracks, that you didn’t really want it back.  I might have dropped some of it along the way.  Hiding what you’d given made me feel like no one could take it.

I retraced my steps, I picked up some of the pieces.  I don’t think it’s enough though.  You didn’t think I’d try and find it.  You thought I’d given up.

I just wanted to let you know that I didn’t mean to drop it.  I didn’t know it meant so much to you, to me, to us.  I’m still holding onto the pieces incase you want the rest back.

One day I hope you can give it to someone who will take better care of it. Maybe I never knew how because mine was broken from the beginning.

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Relationships aren’t just about the one you love, the one you want to spend the rest of your life with.  I think of relationships as any interaction with another person that I want to invest my time and my life with.  This includes friends, family, and (one day) a significant other.  But what if you didn’t realize what you had?

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Live, Laugh, Love…..Always,

Nicole

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